You know.....mojo, action, catalyst, drive, fire under my ass
I am coming up on my 1 year anniversary and I'm letting it slip all away. In one year the most I lost was 63 pounds. Now that may seem like a great accomplishment but that was as of October. I probably could have lost another 30-40 pounds by now.
Instead I have put back on damn near 20.
I mean it goes on fast when you aren't working out or giving a shit what you eat.
I'm not gonna lie, I have enjoyed every minute of stuffing my face, but now I am "facing" the reality.
Why have I done or "undone" this to myself? I'm still fitting in my 16-18 pants and my "L" shirts but I don't look as tight and don't feel as peppy.
I have officially fallen off the wagon, and I guess it was only a matter of time. I have said I need to get back into my grove, and attempted it a few weeks ago and lost 8 pounds, only to give up and gain it back.
I also have been neglecting my blog and you my followers.
HOW DOES THIS HAPPEN?????
I mean life gets in the way, I get it....but I haven't made excuses up until now so why start. I guess realizing it now before I undo all the hard work I have put in, in the last year is a start. I don't want the last year to go to waste, so at least I can say I have lost some weight, and I need to lose more.
I have all the proper tools, I just need to get to work.
You know the rule, it takes 28 days (or something like that) to start a habit. So here's to Day #1 of starting over again.
I'm 238 pounds and 219 was my lowest in October. This is my first "mini" goal, to get back to that. Then I will go from there.
I posted this note on the wall at work above my desk to remind me......