Welcome to my weekly blog installment called Mental Monday's. A day for me to bitch about something without putting it into my regular posts. You are warned. These posts I don't hold back, and sometimes involves a lot of swearing.
This week is a more personal rant about things going on in my life.....
1. Why do people act guilty if they have done nothing wrong. Is it because they did something they feel bad about from before, or they just have a guilty conscience?
2. Why do people that you "know" don't like you, pretend like they do? I am an adult I can handle it. You can't like everyone, lord know's I don't. I consider it a slap in the face if you pretend that your my friend. Grow some balls and just leave me alone.
3. Why do people attack your size as the first means of an insult. I can't even count on one hand how many times I've been called a "Fat Bitch". Can't you come up with something more original? I know I'm fat, I don't need you to tell me......even the "C" word I can handle better.
4. When people offer you some kind of dessert at a get together and you turn it down, they look at you with utter shock & surprise. What the "token fat girl" can't turn down a piece of cake?
5. Why is it when you work so hard at getting something that you deserve, it always ends in disappointment? Well I shouldn't say always, that would be to negative, but it's happening so much to me lately that it feels like always.....
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.............
Sometimes you just need to scream.
Sorry everyone, I just needed to vent and that's what Monday's are for...I have been having a couple of shitty weeks and things just build up.
I had my weigh in yesterday but I worked all weekend and haven't really had a chance to blog about it. So if you are interested I added 2 lbs to my weight this week bringing me back to 241.6lbs.
Not impressed.
I shouldn't really get to upset as "George" is visiting so it's probably just water retention....but still.
So that's it for me.....shitty week, shitty weigh in.....it's nothing but "up" from here!!!!
Here's to a GREAT WEEK AHEAD!!!!!!!!!
You are EXACTLY right about (at least) one thing. It can only go UP!! Not your weight, though. That is going DOWN! And so are all those shitty people in your life. GOING DOWN.
ReplyDeleteI thought Canada was all sunshine and rainbows, by the way? Where did I get that thought? :)
Can I add one to the list? Supposed "good" friends who KNOW I am dieting - hell, I even blog about it, right - and still say "want some of this?" referring to something very anti-diet. When I say no they reply with, "Well, you have to treat yourself SOMEtime." Yes, I do. I just prefer to treat myself in private...locked in a closet where nobody can see me. :P
HAVE A GREAT DAY and WEEK!!!
I love bitchy posts. Can I add to the fun?
ReplyDeleteMy boss is an ass hat. He makes me hate my job. I have years of experience in the education world, and still he treats me like I am 12. I try to be open with him about what roadblocks I am encountering, but that backfires because he turns into my Dad and tries to tell me how to fix them. I am not asking him to fix them, I am just communicating that the issue exists.
So I don't tell him about roadblocks. Then he gets upset when I don't give him all the information. Well, if you weren't such a jerk when I do tell you then I would tell you. See the cycle here? He makes me want to stick a fork in my eye.
Thanks for listening.
@Sarah I know alllll about "fork's in the eyes" I actually have 2 in them as we speak, a knife in my ear, and a noose around my neck......I work in retail.....lol
ReplyDeleteI hate when people attack size in arguments - it's something I experienced a lot (and was, unfortunately, also guilty of doing) growing up with two sisters. We know we're all self-conscious, even when we pretend we aren't, and that's where to attack if we really want someone to hurt.
ReplyDeleteI love your mental Monday posts.....keep it up lady.
ReplyDeleteThe worst "fat" comment I ever got was my 7 year old nephew told me "you're fat". I looked at him and said to him "really?, wow I didn't know that" Then proceeded to tell him that it was rude and that you shouldn't tell people things they already know about themselves. When I told my brother he just laughed. I told him you need to teach your kids manners. I said what if there was someone that had a scar or something and he just walked up and told them hey lady your scar makes you look ugly. I don't think it would be so funny then.....little shit!
On of my staff printed out my blog about how not to be a douche taxi passenger & gave it to my boss.
ReplyDeleteWell that shit backfired on her because my boss loved it. He though it was hilarious.
I'm so mad at her for attempting to slander me. So you know what I did, I fired her fucking ass. And it felt so good.
She's done nothing but backstab & bitch about me ever since she came back on a casual basis to help out until we close down in 2 weeks.
I think she wanted my job?
One thing I can not stand is bitchy, backstabbing, dishonest people.
Oh & I had a little boy once come up to me in a store in town & ask me why I was fat. It's illegal to hit children in NZ but christ I wanted to.
Good Lord-it's like you are a freaking psychic. Seriously though I mentally was saying been there, done that the whole time I read this. I hope you handled it with dignity & shamed them.
ReplyDeleteArgh to the scale and "George." I haaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaate weigh-ins now. It's like I'm stuck in the movie "Groundhog Day" or something. Nothing is changing and I can't figure out what the hell the universe is telling me to do to slough off these next ten pounds. Grrr!
ReplyDeleteBUT!!!! We're going to do it!
I saw this today and thought of you, too. I figured you'd get a kick out of ripping into the absurdity of it: http://www.huffingtonpost.com/2011/07/18/breastfeeding-doll_n_901551.html
Eff you, George. I've never known a good George. Either they are curious, they make fattening cookies, or they won't marry their girlfriends. I can't wait for George to leave your ass. ;)
ReplyDeleteP.S Eff Mondays while we're at it.